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21 से 21 का संवाद

उसने पूछा.... जो 21 ज्यादा है तो इसमें कम क्या है और जो हो भी गया तो इसमें गम क्या है जवाब आया... मेरी आँखों में क्या गम दिखता है? मेरे चेहरे से कुछ ऐसा झलकता है? सुनकर बोला... कभी कभी तुम्हारी माँ के चेहरे पर देखा है कभी तुम्हारे पापा की बातों मे झलका है तो जवाब आया... हाँ माँ को कभी कभी ऐसा लगता है की उसके अलावा कोई मुझे समझता है? इस पर 21 ने पूछा फिर.... बस जब भी माँ का मन भर आता है मेरे मुस्कुराता चेहरा कुछ समझा जाता है क्या... उसने फिर पूछा की हमारे प्रारब्ध मे भावनाओ का प्रसार है और फिर ये तो दुखों का संसार है इस पर दुनियादारी मे 21 थोड़ा उलझा सा बोला मतलब.... मतलब की कौन है जिसे कोई गम ही नहीं क्या तुम्हारा समझदारी मे कोई सम नहीं जवाब आया... नहीं मेरा 21 तो मापदंड पर निर्धारित है और ये मूलभूत रूप मे 21 से ही रहित है यही मै समझाना चाह रहा था मेरा 21 मुझे Down syndrome बनाता है पर इस दुनिया मे तुम्हारे 21 को ये कहीं नहीं पहुंचाता है ये तो बस इस संसार की सोच का विकार है जिसके कुछ अलग से मापदंड इसका आधार है खुशियों मे हमारा परिवार किसी से कम ही नहीं क्यूंकि हमारे हौसले और उम्मीद का क

What do we do?

  What do we do? It’s a question for me as well as you We ask for all the reports, not just few Drawing squares circles lines for some clue To make a possible diagnosis that was long due Wondering at times on the hopes we have to live up to….. And you must be wondering what do we do? In labs there are different frontlines Increasing information of forever new guidelines At times somehow chasing the reporting deadlines Collaborating the findings for all that your report defines Thinking at times of about the nature of nature’s confines …. Are you still thinking on what do we do? Prevention is better than cure For prenatal counselling we assure With even a category for pills you had before NIPT, dual marker, ultrasound are tests, for we want to be sure Still questioning at times was it enough or could we do some more….. Are you still questioning what do we do? Not every genetic problem has a solution But for some it is just the diet, that is in q

Is it really random?

  They say it is a random process of mutation Then remind that it is a survival of selection How then the trisomies are rescued in embryo Is it really a gamble of 23 pairs with one cameo Do we really expect that many permutation Or is it really a good mathematical calculation What causes some chromosomes just to pass Leaving few in birds of paradise as sex specific cause This information is huge just to surrender To a chance equivalent to a big blunder If only one read about paramecium and tetrahymena It is easy to realise about micro and macronuclear arena The assembly that is broken to reassemble each time Carrying the information with an environmental rhyme Why the translocation breakpoints are so aligned That they can be traced with a PCR or probe refined The mutations that are called hot spots as they occur Are these really the ones amongst so many that conquer And is cancerous outnumbering really a matter of chance Or is it also a survival st

जजबातों का दौर चला

  जजबातों का दौर चला ना जाने किस ओर चला जाने कितने अवसाद  रहे कुछ भूल पड़े कुछ याद रहे पर कही कुछ कचोटता है धीमे धीमे मन टटोलता है क्या जीवन क्रम मे यही होता है सत्य यूँ ही बस सोता है सत्य को सत्यापित करने को भाषा के सरल से झरने को आवारन भाव का धरना होगा नहीं तो मौन ही मरना होगा वाकपाटूता का दौर मे सत्य छुपा किसी ओड मे जिज्ञासा का अंत हुआ विचारहीनता मंत्र हुआ इतिहास तनिक खगोलो तो ईस्वी नहीं कारण टटोलो तो जिज्ञासा जब जब गौण हुई परिस्तिथियो को थामे मौन हुई कौन आगे बढ़ा बस चलता रहा ओर समाज खुशियों की परिभाषा बदलता रहा चलो मानो एक पुल बनाना है जिसे सदियों तक चलाना है ओर पूरी जिम्मेदारी तुम्हारी है ओर जो नहीं कोई तैयारी है तो भी वक़्त कोई कमी नहीं बस नीव ऐसी ना हो की थमी नहीं कितना इस पर विश्लेषण हो की चलने पर शंका ना इक क्षण हो बात अनुकूल लगी तो बस सुनकर पुल बना दोगे मन के भरोसे पर  या भावनाए बोझ संभाल लेगी तथ्य ओर तर्क का स्थान लेंगी जीवन इसी पुल जैसा लगता है बनाने मे कौन क्या चुनाव करता है तथ्यों का चुनाव जरुरी है श्रम यत्न नहीं मजबूरी है यूँ बस हंस खेल गाकर चल दिए जो बस आकर जो एक भी पुल ना

The irony of fear

  As I live and look behind Its just a little unwind I see a fearless girl trying…... Trying to get what seems tough In a world unknown and also rough And with no significant answers to her queries still I see fear of losing statuesque and pay off of some bill As I search for the girl who kept trying And importantly where are those dreams lying All I can  think is...... Is it really important to have nothing to lose To even have those extra radical views  Does luxury mars the instinct and dare Be it the luxury of brain or wealth in share Can it kill to risk unknown for most I think in it even the questions are lost The shear joy of learning and then contemplate are somehow lost in a forever comparative state with even greatness defined and nothing as great I find t he ecstasy is downtrodden if not lost in the girl…. The world has not changed neither a different place now She like others is managing with a justification somehow although well aware, co

Here is a new query

  Here is a new query Though I am not sure but sceptical The thought must be very practical That too from a different field Will need a microbiology shield So here goes the query in line Signals increase with a different shine When you see what has happened Surprise at the cause and now concerned It knows the game of hide and seek And takes control when you are weak All the rules are better known Who is the master it has shown Initially thought to be carried by arthropod No it has chosen very simple ways to board But oh my god what all it can cause A simple flu or has a cancer pass But the discovery of it you must read about Facts are interesting, for this I can shout For although I wish to know what it knows But for you the name is the main query that bows For although I don’t consider you lame Still hints lies in the discoverer name Problem it cause you see in lab Initials are hidden in the last lap.

Limits: good or bad

  She told me there is nothing new In what I write and also in what I do For there have been better thoughts already Realizations, suggestions and different points of view Indeed I said and smiled for I know she is right But writing is not to surpass rather a need to grab a bite At different level s of hunger, in different times   And though archaic it provides a better insight Like in a puzzle if you would have ever realized It is actually the question that is prized It pushes you to the limits and at times beyond And answer is just the fundamentals visualized   And since I have a curious bent for science Here are some of the query lines To seek, to search, to think to enter a new door Of life its signature and of different signs The kid apparently outdid all He stood different and really tall For he had some features that were unique Setting no boundaries, neither a wall The expected future was obviously bright Even with minimal it was just r